I feel alienated at my work lately. I am offering to help for the benefit and I feel like no one is taking it. I haven't been able to attend the meetings but I work with every single person in charge and they said its ok if I missed them. I thought that its more helpful for me to say I'll do anything rather than I just choose something, whether if I know its been done or not. The requests never came, despite emails and me asking around. I decided to pick a suburb and just start calling restaurants and businesses. I feel awkward about the whole thing! I haven't helped at all so I feel selfish, yet what more can I do to help.
This has happened with other events at work, and maybe its best if I don't volunteer for anything.
Watched Rushmore, its pretty funny....and strange.
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