Exhaustion

Whew, I'm exhausted. I feel like part of my allergies is this endless fatigue along with the sinus congestion. I keep thinking I'm on the brink of getting the full blown sinus infection, but luckily I get better and it passes. I just vacuumed everything, and I'm so tired and weak my hands are shaking and I could take a nap. Time to eat some crackers and peanut butter! Hopefully that makes it better.

Today we are going to a friends' birthday party, their birthdays are within a week of each other so its a nice big party with both sides of friends invited. I like to think of it as a free night of entertainment. And no, I'm not drinking. However, I do enjoy a single energy drink. I might especially need it after that vacuuming. ;)

I know I can be interested in 24 if I watch it, because the season started off great. But the desire to watch it just isn't there. Hmm. Might be because I keep missing it on Mondays and I hate watching it online with our slow computer. I keep getting lost on all the storylines and things that go wrong.

I keep my relationships from Kindercare alive and its complicated. It's worth it to keep up with the families I came to love, but its not easy. It's hard to miss a place that is filled with so much secret corruption :(

I get so frustrated on the subject of our apartment and where we are going to move! I would love to live in the city but with jobs and money the way the are at the moment, I don't know if that's possible. I would love to live in an apartment just like ours but a little more southeast, but is that too good to be true, and too expensive? Bryan wants to go cheaper and smaller which seems impossible because we way overcrowd this one! I always think to the future and when we will have a house and a family, and others think of the present and throw away everything. I assume I should think in the middle of the 2.

How do people get rid of stuff??? I hate the thought of throwing away things that others can use! I want to help those less fortunate but I wonder if our stuff is so crappy the less fortunate wouldn't even want it. Then I suppose we would throw it away. For instance, portable cd players. I don't know why Bryan stopped using them, but we have 4!! When does giving stuff away just come off as being rude?