Where are all my favorites going?

Over time, I've seen a lot of stores close down. I might laugh, thinking, with those prices how could you expect to stay alive?? (Face the Music, Suncoast...)

BUT now, my favorite stores are closing regardless of price. Arby's, my favorite fast food, keeps closing locations in malls. Baker's Square, my favorite sit down, closed all its locations in the metro. Bennigans was a restaurant my friends loved and we spent great memories there, and it closed its locations. Jamba Juice closed down in Plymouth too, I've gotten nearly every flavor of smoothie there.

This is where I start getting upset. My favorite thing to do on Tuesday night for the last couple of months is go to Trivia at Old Chicago. I'm not that great at trivia, but the announcer, Jim, is really nice and funny, and plays the best music between questions. I meet my friends there every time and have made new friends also. Then we find out last week that they are canceling trivia at our Plymouth location. WHY?!! It's so packed every time that we can't find a parking spot, and have to park in another lot and walk. We also are very lucky if we find a table and often are squished. Clearly, they are making money. I do like Old Chicago and their food is great, but the prices are soooo expensive!!! Luckily, there is a location in Minnetonka that still does it and we will probably go there. Plymouth will suffer and their sales will drop but that's their fault. Minnetonka better be ready.

THEN, my brother just told me they are replacing Chris Baker on 100.3 morning show !! WHAT?!!! He has the best morning show!!! When we listen to his show, no one is even allowed to talk because we don't want to miss anything. Everytime I turn it on, I'm entertained. The topics are usually about politics, ex. taxes or something new Obama is trying to pass, or about issues going on in the community, ex. schools. Those topics can be dry and boring but Chris Baker makes them hilarious. This is important because I listen more carefully when I'm having fun, and then I remember these issues later on. I actually have an opinion and know what's going on in Minnesota or the country.

I have just learned that they are moving his show even earlier!! 5am-9am. I'm glad they are not getting rid of him, but I'm definitely not going to be listening then. :(

What else is going to close down or disappear?

sad face.

After telling everyone I'm going to see the Ting Tings, the concert passed by without me noticing. 

I just checked when they were playing and realized I missed it by 2 days!! I wasn't even doing anything that day. 

I remember going to check when the date was a couple times, but always getting distracted by facebook or looking for apartments, and forgetting. 

My forgetfulness is getting worse so rapidly. I'm not going to remember my own name by age 30. 

I discovered they are from UK, and that makes sense. Everything I like, lately, comes from there. It's not on purpose either. I deem the person, band, or movie my favorite and look it up only to find its British. Strange. Too bad I hate the weather there. (by what I've researched anyway)

March 22nd- Flight! - March 23rd Jacksonville

We were a little late on our way to the airport, trying to find things and get everything together before we leave. Near the airport, I couldn't find my ID!!! I was so worried and thought we would have to spend tons of money to reschedule. Luckily, I was over checking everything, and found it in my back jeans pocket. I don' t remember putting it there, but it doesn't matter. The relief I felt after finding made me forget all my other worries. We were on time for the flight, and everything went smoothly. There were 2 kids behind us and they had never been on a flight before, so they giggled and laughed on the take off- it was soo cute!! 

Detroit airport isn't very pretty, but it has really cool stuff!! We spent an hour and a half there.

 -white walls, boring floor

-listed little cesar's but we couldn't find one

* awesome water fountain with "jumping" streams of water

* indoor train that was pretty cool and easy to hop on to take to each end of the airport

Florida airport- Gorgeous!!!! We only spent 10 minutes here but it was so pretty. 

*lots of color

*tropical decorations

*in the main part- hotel built on top of the airport, so it just looks really cool to look up and see 5 or so stories of hotel rooms. What can I say- high ceilings are soo cool. 

*train! I love those. 

I feel like a dorky Minnesotan here, but I'm proud of it :) Wearing my layers and being pale. My black hoodie and dark jeans. 

Right now we are staying in Jacksonville, in a beautiful condo by the beach! It's on the 8th floor and takes up the whole floor. Feels a little bit like a movie, and I'm almost unsure what to do! I'm meeting a bunch of new family members, on Bryan's side, so that's really fun too!

wow! Temperature change

We set a record low temp on March 11 for -2 degrees. Monday (Mar 16) we set a record high temp for 64 degrees!! Minnesota is so exciting!

Changes and influence

My friend told me some very good news yesterday!!! I keep thinking about it, and hope it continues to be good news.

I've been painting lately! The kids I nanny for went to Grandma's this week, so I was lucky enough to pick up hours still. Painting can be a daunting task. It's tedious but sometimes can be enjoyable. Doing something so robotic yet dramatic while your thoughts are free to roam. People asked: "You can paint?" Really, who can't paint? Doing it well is a matter of opinion! I think now that I've painted 3 coats over patio doors and kitchen windows, plus 3 different kinds of paint in the playroom, I'm a pro! My perfectionist side also came out, as I practiced making each section look "perfect", brushstrokes and all. I pictured myself painting my future home! Oh, how wonderful it would be to not have those white walls in every room.... On another thought, I am soooooo tired of painting! I love the accomplishment but 4 days of painting is enough! Just one more coat on a little spot tomorrow.........

I found myself looking at where the tile meets the walls in the bathroom today. I noticed an imperfection and suddenly pictured the people painting it. Funny when you immerse yourself in something you've never done, it pops up all over in your thoughts!! It made me think of if I study the bible more, or listen to more sermons, it would change my thoughts for the better. I can be soo influenced by things without even knowing it!

Speaking of influence, Ok i'm kidding...
I was listening to MPR today, and they were talking about how in all the bad news of the economy, some people are still making money. And even if the company is having problems in one area (which gets dramatized) it may not be in another area. Then today, I was actually watching tv as it played on the television (most tv i watch is online or taped) , and I saw a few commercials I hadn't seen before. It's strange to watch companies advertising lower prices and better, competitive offers. It's interesting hearing all the different opinions of how we should react. Some say- go buy more! Some others say- Save all your can for the hard times!

I've noticed that my mind has been changing on things I used to like doing. I still think the idea is fun, and I will probably do it again, but really, its not that fun in the end. I sort of wonder, why am I here? What am I doing? Not that its bad, of course. It's playing your favorite game and then not wanting to anymore. The game isn't bad for you, and it doesn't really matter if you play it or not. It makes sense. You can't always do the same things over and over, right? I welcome the change, but still wish that it wasn't true in some tiny way. It affects others too. They notice, and are like, Hey! Why aren't you blah blah blah. And I'm like blah blah, and they say, but ... and its awkward. The cycle of life.

It's like watching dramatic TV shows. I don't need the extra drama. I don't need to be influenced by more drama and get used to everything being this big dramatic thing!

Everything or everyone gets influenced by another, and its up to the person to go with it, do nothing and possibly be influenced, use self control or distancing to prevent the influence. I believe that you can be exposed to something and not start doing it, unlike many others. It just takes discipline and self control, and some people just don't have as much. Language is a good example. Some groups of girls use "like" a LOT more often than other groups. But maybe one of their friends in the Like group doesn't use it so much.

I suppose all these thoughts sound random to the reader, but they are relevant in my life. I talked to a lot of people this week and I've been thinking about all the different interactions and conversations.

Exhaustion

Whew, I'm exhausted. I feel like part of my allergies is this endless fatigue along with the sinus congestion. I keep thinking I'm on the brink of getting the full blown sinus infection, but luckily I get better and it passes. I just vacuumed everything, and I'm so tired and weak my hands are shaking and I could take a nap. Time to eat some crackers and peanut butter! Hopefully that makes it better.

Today we are going to a friends' birthday party, their birthdays are within a week of each other so its a nice big party with both sides of friends invited. I like to think of it as a free night of entertainment. And no, I'm not drinking. However, I do enjoy a single energy drink. I might especially need it after that vacuuming. ;)

I know I can be interested in 24 if I watch it, because the season started off great. But the desire to watch it just isn't there. Hmm. Might be because I keep missing it on Mondays and I hate watching it online with our slow computer. I keep getting lost on all the storylines and things that go wrong.

I keep my relationships from Kindercare alive and its complicated. It's worth it to keep up with the families I came to love, but its not easy. It's hard to miss a place that is filled with so much secret corruption :(

I get so frustrated on the subject of our apartment and where we are going to move! I would love to live in the city but with jobs and money the way the are at the moment, I don't know if that's possible. I would love to live in an apartment just like ours but a little more southeast, but is that too good to be true, and too expensive? Bryan wants to go cheaper and smaller which seems impossible because we way overcrowd this one! I always think to the future and when we will have a house and a family, and others think of the present and throw away everything. I assume I should think in the middle of the 2.

How do people get rid of stuff??? I hate the thought of throwing away things that others can use! I want to help those less fortunate but I wonder if our stuff is so crappy the less fortunate wouldn't even want it. Then I suppose we would throw it away. For instance, portable cd players. I don't know why Bryan stopped using them, but we have 4!! When does giving stuff away just come off as being rude?

one word blog

Hard work
frustration
determination
regaining confidence
new ideas
ambition!
exciting
happy
accomplished
eager
planning
too much to do
weekend plans
birthday party!
duluth
see everyone?
going out to eat
party!
but not too much
not much sleep
where to sleep?
another work week....